I feel like it’s probably time for a well deserved update. I had planned to be updating more often, and hoped to even reach once daily, but unfortunately I hardly had the best laid of plans. As such, this post is reaching all of you long after I wrote it. I’m currently at Owasippe Scout Reservation in Michigan (7 miles east of Whitehall, somewhere around 20 miles north of Muskegon). I’ll be a staff member here for the next 7 weeks (starting June 20th, which has passed at this point), and then be spending a week at the National Order of the Arrow Conference (NOAC) at Indiana University at Bloomington. As such, I’m configuring several blog posts to auto-update at the first opportunity, which may at this point be well into my time at camp.
So, on to what I actually meant to talk about (I’ll cover some of the other stuff I mentioned in later posts). Being at camp has many benefits, and I love every single thing about it, from watching the morning sunrise over the staff row to swimming in the lake to simply sitting in my cabin during downtime and relaxing, perhaps playing cards with a few friends or doing a bit of writing. Of course, I have a lot of work to do, and I’m a dedicated staffer, but what’s important to me about the experience is that regardless of the type of personality the job attracts or the constant proximity to my work, I maintain a sense of identity, and let the unique aspects of my personality present themselves.
Identity. How we define our identity was a major point of my last (and first, and only) post, and it’s brought up on my About page as well. Who are we, and what makes each of us different from the next individual, and so forth: questions we may not ask ourselves every day, but certainly the questions from which all others we have stem, from all actions we take and words we speak come. How we identify ourselves is not just an important thing; it is the most important thing. After all, without identifying ourselves, how can we identify anything else?
I was working recently on a final project for my AP Computer Science class. The project I designed involved using the Google App Engine to create a credentials manager of sorts, which stored usernames and passwords for different websites. Relatively simple, but a fun app to code nonetheless. What we generally define ourselves by on the internet doesn’t generally go much further then a few basic pieces of data. Consider this: on most forums, all you can know a user by is their username and avatar. Maybe you can click on their name and a few loosely defined fields they filled out pop up: interests, hobbies, profession, and so forth. As a result, the more one uses the internet, the more sites the register for, and resultantly, the easier it becomes to have a predefined list of interests, hobbies, etc.
The problem presents itself when we consider that beyond this, most people have difficulties defining their identity. Personality, like so many other attributes of humanity, cannot be described by simple words. It is my belief that a person could not describe their entire personality using an extensive vocabulary and stellar writing skills, even by writing volumes of information on the subject. If we were to take every written work of a person, every thing they ever put on paper, we would still only have a single dimension of their personality. Sure, what we could obtain from this would be an immense load of data on this person, but only in a single context. Therefore, always remember that despite the many forms of expression and the many survey-like questions developed to mark one’s identity, only you can truly understand your identity, and defining that should be not a constantly present objective but an underlying element of your life, always present but rarely in conscious thought.
PS: I’ve been trapped by working at camp. Posts will be scarce this summer.